Ladies and gentlemen, I’m going to do now what I’ve done for years when sullenly moping and digesting a recent blow to Arielhood: I’m going to take myself and my journal to a coffee shop, drink hot chocolate, and mull it over it all.

Current stewing:
Quitting Lotus was the right thing to do, but it’s left a hole. Like most of us I prefer to feel whole, not hole, so I’m madly trying to figure out what to fill that vacant space with.