I’ve been thinking again. First, understand that I’m quite hungry, and am unsure if I’ll be able to make it until Tuesday night before eating. Maybe Monday would be a better goal? Three days was what I did last time, and perhaps being fasting macho doesn’t suit me.

I’m also already worrying about CPC–what if I don’t get the financial aid? What will Dre and I do with the house while I’m gone? What happens if they find me a job far away? THEN what will we do with the house? And how would I do without Andreas? What if everyone is too ivy league “who are you, but more importantly what can you do for me?” smoozey?

It’ll be fine, I’m sure. I’m just hungry. I think.