One of the truly great things about being a pack-rat is that you find gems like this every now and then:

Untitled, April 10th, 1990:
dressed to impress yourself
Waiting
but thinking that you shouldn’t be.
Antisipation [sic] gurgling over
the edges.
Expectasions [sic] mixed with wishes
solidify into butterflies.

Untitled, April 29th, 1990:
Like a drug
So happy but so depressed
tears inside my head
Smiling at me
So happy I’m frowning
Confused but wise
One letter
One life
One love,
Yeah Right.

What was I whining about? Jonny Himmelstein.