Daily affirmations of a word mercenary
One of our rats (Tejasa, the fawn-colored one) has been in declining health this last week. She’s got her third and fourth benign mammary tumors — very common in female rats — and has started having trouble walking. Rats’ life expectancy is only between 2-3 years, and Tejasa is approaching 2 1/2 so it may be that her time is ending. It’s agonizing watching a beloved pet suffer, but even more agonizing to make the decision about what to do to end the suffering.
It’s watery-eyed moments like this that make The Rainbow Bridge seem like not such a silly thing. I realize that I’m linking to a page with an animated picture of a rat in a meadow under a rainbow, but sad times call for what some might consider embarassing displays of grief.
Update:
RIP to our beloved Tejasa. Andreas took her to the vet this morning, and it turns out she was experiencing kidney failure — another common rat problem. The vet recommended she be put down. Poor Andreas had to deal with it by himself. Now I’m sneaking off to the bathroom at work to cry.

Hey there. I'm Ariel Meadow Stallings, a native Seattleite who's written my way up and down the Left Coast. Electrolicious is where I post daily randomata, but I also write for a living. My first book, Offbeat Bride, is in bookstores now.
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Jen
March 23rd, 2004 at 11:26 am
Do not stand on my grave and weep,
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints on snow;
I am the sunlight on ripened rain;
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the autumn in the morning hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.
donut
March 23rd, 2004 at 11:26 am
I’m so sorry.
leblanc
March 23rd, 2004 at 11:50 am
i’m going to cry now too.
tlc
March 23rd, 2004 at 12:28 pm
I’m sorry, sweets.
sarah
March 23rd, 2004 at 12:34 pm
oh i am so sorry to hear of your loss. it is always so hard when a pet passes away. take comfort in the good times you had with Tejasa.
Zosia
March 23rd, 2004 at 12:50 pm
Oh, I’m so sorry. Just reading your post made me get choked up.
erica
March 23rd, 2004 at 12:52 pm
so sorry…it’s never easy but it’s nice to think you have posts and pictures to remember her by (and we can all remember her too).
Heather K
March 23rd, 2004 at 12:59 pm
So sorry.
Carole
March 23rd, 2004 at 1:13 pm
I’m so sorry, Ariel … but how nice that Tejasa had such a caring family.
heidi janet
March 23rd, 2004 at 1:35 pm
oh, no! i’m so sorry you lost your pet.
Maggie
March 23rd, 2004 at 3:02 pm
My condlences to you & Dre, my sweet. I’ve lost many a pet over the years and it never gets any easier. I know how much you loved her.
Broch
March 23rd, 2004 at 3:06 pm
I’m sorry for your loss, there really isn’t much I can say that hasn’t already been said. My thoughts are with you.
patchoulli
March 23rd, 2004 at 5:06 pm
*tight squeeze*
steph
March 23rd, 2004 at 5:42 pm
I’m so very sorry
*hug*
tamara
March 24th, 2004 at 3:22 pm
losing a pet is never easy. But I, the pragmatic, realist who also abhorrs dying romantics does not understand the love so strong (sorry) for a rat that one is inspired to create such a memorial as ‘Rainbow Bridge’. I am feeling irked. Why?…maybe some primal animal love gene is missing, maybe I am cruel hearted, anyhoo I guess it deserves some pondering. I hope you feel better and can find love in a new (gulp) rat.
aspen
December 31st, 2004 at 6:29 pm
I’m so sorry about your loss. My rat is going to be put down soon.