2am Friday morning: Head filled with terrible dream in which body is back at work for the 4am relaunch of the website that happened a couple weeks ago, but instead of crawling under my desk and listening to music (which I did in real life), in my dream I crawled into a conference room and had a total psychotic snap, complete with me laying on my face sobbing and screaming. In the dream, I went to work the next morning and my coworker asked me how I was. When I said I wasn’t so good, she said, “Yeah, I know: we all heard you screaming in that conference room last night.”
7:30am Friday: Head wakes up. Head filled with latent anxiety.
9am Friday: Head arrives at work. Head instantly starts hurting, right behind right eyeball.
10am Friday: Behind-eye pain continues, impervious to ibuprofin. Head is weary.
Noon Friday: Head feels briefly better, thanks to influx of green tea and low-fat raw protein
1pm Friday: Head pain resurges. Head wonders if eyeball may pop out of socket.
3pm Friday: Head floats out of office, in a haze of dull throbbing behind-the-eye pain
3:45pm Friday: Head arrives at home, takes more ibuprofin, 5mg valium, and a shower, in that order.
4pm Friday: Head on pillow. Head sleeps the deep dreamless sleep of the sedated.
8pm Friday: Head wakes up. Head doesn’t hurt any more! Head is happy. Head loves leaving work early and taking long, downer-assisted headache-defeating naps. Head considers doing so more often.
10pm Friday: Head drives body to Nectar, where head fills with smoke and deep throbbing music.
Midnight Friday/Saturday: Head detaches from body in therapeutic rumbling of bass so loud and deep that it almost can’t be heard. Head knows that body is safe ‘n’ sound in front of a line of bass bins rumbling like aural vibrators. Body spazzes out for two hours while head happily floats away, only pulled back to consciousness a couple times to irritably consider the paradox of hippie go-go dancers. Brain reminds head not to worry self by thinking mean things about the unhumble pretty people. Head’s eyes close and body goes back to happily bumping along, consciously ignoring everyone else in the room the name of mood preservation. Well, except for when body gets bumped by over-capacity crowd, and then body spazzes out extra hard with an emphasis on elbows and knees and BACK THE FUCK OFF I’M HAVING A TRANSCENDANT DANCING EXPERIENCE HERE! Namaste, bitch.
2:30am Saturday: Head back on pillow, much happier.
Hey there. I'm Ariel Meadow Stallings, a native Seattleite who's written my way up and down the Left Coast. Electrolicious is where I post daily randomata, but I also write for a living. My first book, Offbeat Bride, was published last year.
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ivy
November 7th, 2005 at 8:53 am
If you get headaches like that, you should go to a headache clinic. Ibuprofen and other traditional painkillers are actually really bad to take for headaches bc it causes , um, i forgot the term, rebound something or another. I know that any excuse for a pharmie is yummy, but you can get meds esp. for headaches. I am on this one called Maxalt and I I’m supposed to take as soon as I think I am going to get a headache. I usually take it when I am in pain, but it takes my headache away in like 20 minutes. I really love it a lot.
leblanc
November 7th, 2005 at 1:16 pm
lorin will always do you good. buy his CD - it’s really worth it.
and…. “irritably consider the paradox of hippie go-go dancers.”
i’m only mildly offended by that.
Ariel
November 7th, 2005 at 1:20 pm
Hee hee, Amy. I seem to have an ongoing flirtation with offending my performer friends.
Hamm
November 8th, 2005 at 12:48 am
>Namaste, bitch.
Oh, that is TOO funny!!!
leandra
November 9th, 2005 at 8:49 am
total tension headache…you should get a massage babe. doesn’t have to be from me (not pushing my services here ; ), but i think it would help you alot on days like this. at least they help me tons with my headaches, et al.
we should hit the hothouse sometime for hot soaks, sauna and steam…yumm for tension release.
joriel
November 9th, 2005 at 1:23 pm
“Namaste, bitch” reminds me of my favorite road rage expression:
Love and light motherfucker!